I'm Going To Do It

I have finally made decision. Prince Charming (P.C.) and I have been apart for quite a while now.  We have been talking and emailing, and I have seen him twice, but we haven’t been living together. He’s been working out of town, and I have been going to school in another state. Now that P.C. has had some time to change, and I have had some time to focus on school we are getting back together.

I know not to get too excited because I don’t want to set myself up for disappointment, but I am going into this feeling hopeful. We will be moving back in together in the next few weeks. I don’t really like putting a time limit on it, but I’m thinking we will see how we feel again at the end of 2010.

This time without him has been good because I was able to spend a lot of time with my friends, and focus on school without being stressed out from arguing all the time. However, I think time with him can be good too. I will just make sure to have a balance between my own life and our life together. 

I’m giving us one more chance because I don’t want to have regrets later on in life. However, I know what I can and cannot live with. If he starts going back to his old ways I will be sad, but I know I won’t hesitate to leave and I won’t regret it.