French Cowboy: Stalker Anyone?
Enjoli, Mistress of White Trash Hell
Well, it is official. I am being stalked by the French Cowboy. All of the stalkers (and there are ALOT) that I've had in my life (the ones that I've actually "known") all have certain things in common. They are as follows:
1. Penchant for women who are younger than they are
2. Excessive amounts of money available to them.
3. A "can do" attitude that just won't quit.
4. A good amount of "power" in their chosen field.
5. Disgusting "animal" sounds that are guttural in nature that they use whenever I come
within earshot to let me know that they are in "heat".
Why do they pick me? and torment me so? My longest stalker lasted about 5 years. Am I so hot they just can't stand the heat? I don't think so. Pretty -- yes. Sexy -- if I want to be. Hot -- seems like a word for a woman ten years my junior.
I've asked a few of my male friends over the years and they think I give off some strange sexual energy that when coupled with my excessive self-confidence and outgoing personality attracts these freaks like white on rice. I've tried changing my appearance, hair color, style of dress.
Hence it must be the personality. I do have an over-the-top one I suppose, but I don't know how to change that - and I don't think I want to. I think that they are trying tame me or rope me in like cattle or something. I can be stubborn as hell and I guess they see me as a challenge. Who the hell knows!