To Move Or Not To Move; That Is The Question
The Rantings Of A Soccer Mom
It was an interesting weekend. My daughter and I spent it at C's with his son and my stepdaughter. His daughter's were away for the weekend on a trip. We had a great time with the kids! We went bowling, out to eat, out for ice cream, to the playground, had a water fight IN the house, and laughed till it hurt. Saturday night C asked me to move in with him.
I wasn't really surprised. I had a feeling that he wanted us to live with him. I told him I needed to talk to my daughter first and he agreed. Sunday afternoon he brought the subject up again and we talked to her about it. She is so happy, but I'm nervous. I love him to death. I love spending time with him and his children.
I love his friends. I just don't know how I feel about it. I would love to not have to live 75.2 miles away from him, wake up next to him every morning, and share all of life's joys and sorrows with him, but I'm scared. I spent 9 years of my life with a man I thought loved me. It turned out that he loved someone else while he was supposed to be in love with me. I don't want to feel that pain again. I don't really know what to do. HELP!!! Do I move or don't I?